So much . . .
Posted 03-29-2008 at 10:06 PM by HisServant77
I feel so overwhelmed at times, and yet days like today, I feel like I wasted the day doing nothing!
I still haven't another job since I left my other job. I know that if I apply somewhere, God will give me favour and I'll get the job. So I have been praying that God tell me WHEN and just let me know what to do in all this. Because right now I'm working on all sorts of things, but I really . . . don't want to go so long without a job!
Meanwhile I've been working on my website, and taking care of the dogs we have (trying to get them trained to be inside more often for their overall health and all), and helping with the kids (just my niece and nephew now though), and trying to get my mom up and working on her business so I can help that out, so that I can move onto getting a job or whatever else God would have in store for me.
But I feel so out of touch with things. I feel isolated, or like I'm not doing anything. Then again, I feel like I want to hide away somewhere and just have it be me and God alone. I need to do the daily Bible studies that I used to do, but feel like so many things are taking my time and yet . . . arg, so many things and thoughts and feelings. I just wish everything would be taken care of, and I knew what to do with everything, and everything was in some sort of familiar order like in the past
But with whatever gowth that has happened.
I just need to wake up early, spend time in prayer and the Word of God, and just seek His Face continually. And Pray for help in all this aggravation/chaos/confusion.
I still haven't another job since I left my other job. I know that if I apply somewhere, God will give me favour and I'll get the job. So I have been praying that God tell me WHEN and just let me know what to do in all this. Because right now I'm working on all sorts of things, but I really . . . don't want to go so long without a job!
Meanwhile I've been working on my website, and taking care of the dogs we have (trying to get them trained to be inside more often for their overall health and all), and helping with the kids (just my niece and nephew now though), and trying to get my mom up and working on her business so I can help that out, so that I can move onto getting a job or whatever else God would have in store for me.
But I feel so out of touch with things. I feel isolated, or like I'm not doing anything. Then again, I feel like I want to hide away somewhere and just have it be me and God alone. I need to do the daily Bible studies that I used to do, but feel like so many things are taking my time and yet . . . arg, so many things and thoughts and feelings. I just wish everything would be taken care of, and I knew what to do with everything, and everything was in some sort of familiar order like in the past
But with whatever gowth that has happened.I just need to wake up early, spend time in prayer and the Word of God, and just seek His Face continually. And Pray for help in all this aggravation/chaos/confusion.
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 |  Ah Michael, you are so hard on yourself. My brother, what you are doing is work, just not one with financial gain, but more importantly spiritually for yourself and for those you are ministering to, be it at the pulpit or by example in the man that you are. Be kinder to yourself. You already answered your question already with: Quote:
I know that if I apply somewhere, God will give me favour and I'll get the job. So I have been praying that God tell me WHEN and just let me know what to do in all this.
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Posted 03-29-2008 at 10:32 PM by singpraiz4hym  |
| |  I totally understand how you feel brother, i have felt just like that in a couple of occasions. Once I went without a job for two months, so I really know what exactly you are talking about. But let me tell you. God will give you the answer at His time, so just pray hard and keep seeking him. Something you will feel like is you by yourself, but know that God is there, always under control. Please keep us updated on what you do, after all, we know that you will do the best. Take care brother... |
| Posted 04-02-2008 at 06:56 PM by Polo |
| |  Thank you both so much for your encouraging words, and definitely your prayers. I really need them, that is for sure! I'll post a prayer request with somewhat of an update  |
| Posted 04-05-2008 at 09:00 AM by HisServant77 |
| |  I agree with Shell, Michael, in that you are being way toooo hard on yourself. I know what you mean though, I have went for a while without a job and it is rough. Just put your trust in God and He will carry you through. between the job I have now and the one before, the unemployment ran out, just as I started the new job. We do serve an awesome God!! |
| Posted 05-16-2008 at 10:37 AM by totallyforgiven2 |
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